Jan 13, 2009



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Why would I not wish to converse with you? You are who you are, and your past is simply a part of that.



I suppose humans view things differently, but I am not human, unless my father had some small measure in him. You should not be ashamed of yourself for granting a small measure of pleasure to another.



Those who pay to enjoy the company of others seem like they are more lonely than most. At least, that has been my experience.



I have allowed some to pay for my favors over the years. Others I shared myself with freely. Does this make me a poor person in your eyes? I hope not.



Still, I do not regret what I have done. Perhaps in some ways I was simply seeking to find a small measure of that which I had lost, but as time has worn on and the ache has eased I find myself seeking out others to share happiness with them rather than seek my own in their arms.



I hope that you will continue to speak with me.

Your friend, Tian