Jan 29, 2009



Dear Token, It is good to hear from you.



The key to your past, hmm? *laugh* That's sort of poetic, although it must be very frustrating for you.



I did not mean to confuse you. Truly, I apologise. I wanted to... I don't know. It was important to me that you know. I've kept it to myself for far too long.



It happened such a long time ago, and yet, it's hard to forget that feeling of helplessness. Of knowing that you could do something, but being unable to do so.



I suppose, in a way, I feel guilty for surviving. Why could I manage to save myself, but not save him?



...



and...



What if it happened again? What if... someone very close to me was in danger, and I...



I don't think I could bear that.



*smiles, ever so faintly* Dream sweetly, Token.