Feb 26, 2009



As you can see, it is rather early in the morning. This is the reason the Caretaker is so often in bed early and I must go..



It is somewhat difficult to be forced upon such an odd time table, as I am a night person usually. I prefer to sleep during the day and wake at night, but with the Caretaker it is difficult to be that way.



Ah..I..am sorry if I was too teasing. I did not mean to do anything to upset you at all..I simply seem to have odd moods at times that I can not control.



At any rate it seems perhaps you should allow Blue into the bathroom when the need arises..you do not need to hide yourself in there so often..



I am again sorry that I make you feel more alone..I would wish so much to allow you to touch me whenever the urge may arise..



As I would enjoy to touch you..it would benefit us both I believe..I..



Oh Tian I long so desperately for your touch..my heart and soul and body ache for it..



-sighs- But I am not sure when I shall be able to touch you again, or be touched by you..



Mrr..yes..the Caretaker has promised me that somehow she will manage to get out there next week. Right now however..well I am not sure how.



I suppose she is hoping to use that troublesome Nikolai as some sort of excuse to convince a ride out of someone, I hardly care as long as I am able to be with you..



I will pray to the Gods that nothing will come up, so I may be with you again. Somehow..somehow it will happen. I can not stand this distance for much longer..



-sighs tiredly- However, for now the sun is rising and I wish some rest. I look forward to speaking with you again soon. I..take care of yourself 'till then..