May 19, 2009



It is good to hear from you again my darling Tian.



I am sorry that I could not have been there. You look rather wonderful..



Ah..I am glad that you were not mistaken for a girl. In such an attractive tuxedo jacket I would hope that they would not do such a thing..



I miss you terribly, but..that is nothing new. I only wish I could be closer..



I have taken to keeping you as close to me as I can from his distance, this has become my favorite thing to wear lately..



But there I go becoming far too depressing again. Forgive me, seeing your words my mind is distracted..



I only wish that I could be there to do all the things you want of me..



To imagine I can reach out and touch you as easily as this puddle..



But..never mind it. When I see you next weekend..



I promise to make it all up to you, in a variety of ways...