May 25, 2009
-sighs- I miss you too..
Caretaker, it has been an entire month, why can we not be there?
Because um..I can't drive..and we've been poor and Micchi has been busy. Besides, only a month isn't that long, think of how long James has been without Alex or some of your other friends..
I know..I know..I just..Tian and I..I never know how long we will have..I.. -sighs- May I have some clothing and go outside please?
Yes, of course.
I am sorry Tian, to have no been able to come up for yet another week. It seems you were right..
I do not think it is the gods, but at times I wonder if it is or not. My Gods are strange and often cruel..
They give and take as they please without thought for my feelings or others. I..no. Nevermind. I can not be so selfish..
They say that absence makes the heart grow fonder..and so I will simply continue to wait until I am with you once more..
I will stand in the bright world and await the kiss you have sent to me and treasure it as I do these letters and my memories of you until the next time..