Aug 24, 2009



Greetings Tian. I am sorry that is has taken me so long to write this..



It seems when I go to do so I am made to be busy..and there was those glorious weeks that I was able to spend with you.



But I miss the feel of your lips against my own, and your sweet scent and comforting voice..



However I am not going to become as..depressed as I have in the past. I have made a vow to become stronger.



I hope..I hope that you will be able to accept me in this fashion. I love you dearly and I only wish to make sure our relationship is one of equals.



It helps me greatly to have this phone..so I may call you and hear your voice when I wish.



I sometimes worry that perhaps I will get on your nerves, were I to call as often as I want to..



Perhaps that is just foolishness. Hah..well, for now I will just be thankful, for it, for you and for the memories that keep me warm upon the lonely nights. I look forward to your next letter.